overlook

remember the very first day i saw you
i thought it was just an ordinary sunlight hour
not until having noticed you
and looking away from you seems hard and sour

stunned by your unique grace
i feel like i'm in a special place
there we build bridges instead of walls
and eagerly listens to each other's calls

you look so beautiful that day
so i try to find every pleasant words
that i could somehow say
but then when i saw you sitting there
girl, it just felt you're so far away

being a stranger to you is tough
just having to look at you and not talk is not enough
even supposing i wanted to
but my insecurity tells me not to

if only i had the moral fiber to risk myself
from being ignored and discarded
and just let my mouth say something
to which my mind and my heart can't stand
i would have known and proven to myself
that i don't lack the chance

defeated by fear
ignored by uncertainties
eager to see you again
and swear never to blow every opportunity
because i know by now
that i cannot be lonely anymore
knowing you as the person i like to be alone with
and to see you liking me back
is like seeing life at its best
and say we can do better
than just being fond of one another

hope to see you again soon...

-crazyeyes- 06/02/2010